A.S.I.C.S.

Com nódoas negras, arranhões, menos alguns pedaços de pele, dorido, cansado...mas LIVRE =)
Mais alguns medos vencidos =) Mais umas barreiras quebradas.  Isto é uma das coisas boas do Parkour, é optimo para ultrapassar alguns medos. Para nos ajudar a conhecer realmente o que nos move e o que nos congela as acções. E para levar o corpo ao limite.

E Obrigado ao Modu, à Sara e ao Duarte pela excelente companhia =)

Cansado mas Satisfeito.

"No rest is worth anything except the rest that is earned."

wait.

If you wait to long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment will pass you by.

Boom De Ya Da

Choices 2.

Às vezes não me sinto bem com as escolhas que faço. Faço-as usando a lógica. E considero todas as variáveis que consigo aplicar. Sei que há sempre termos que simplesmente não se podem meter numa equação, sei também que as coisas nem sempre são como pensamos...mas mesmo assim há escolhas que não me sinto muito confortável em tomar.  Mesmo sabendo que por vezes temos que tomar decisões que nos afastam de quem mais amamos...Que devemos escolher o que está certo acima do que queremos. Por vezes temos que desistir de momentos que nos podiam fazer felizes por momentos que talvez não nos façam felizes mas sabemos cá dentro, com tudo que acreditamos estar certo. E por fim, aplico a regra que a minha família me ensinou: Devemos sempre, sempre fazer o que está certo. Por mais que custe às vezes...

"We Should Stand for what we Believe, no matter the odds or the consequences."
É nestas alturas que começo por compreender algumas das coisas que me dizias J. mas as palavras por vezes não carregam o significado que tentam explicar até que se passe por uma situação onde façam todo o sentido...

Vou dormir, daqui a umas horas começa um dia de estudo.

arguing with myself 2.

Paul: Thanks a lot.
Heart: I'm sorry...
Brain: Told you so.
Heart: Hey, i said i'm sorry ok...
Brain: Yeah...
Paul: Come on guys, it's ok. I mean it's not ok. But it's no big deal. Right? At least we give it a try.
Better to try than never live at all. When the time was right, we didn't gave into fear. And we tried.
Didn't work...but that was a victory =)   So don't feel bad or sink in sorrow.  We found out that talking to someone we like can be HARD, but we did it =)
Brain: Your right about that.
Heart: So you guys aren't mad at me?
Paul: No, we know you. This was not the first time and will not be the last time. But it's ok. While you are still willing to love we can also be willing to forgive you and understand.
Brain: Just don't push it. And pay attention to us to. Serious. We should work together more often.
Paul: I agree on that.
Heart: Ok, so now what?
Brain: yeah...now what?
Paul: Now? Now, we learn from this and grow stronger. And for what happened and still is happening i see we still have a lot to learn about people and emotions. Some things are just not what they seem =\

time.

    Sometimes i sit back and remember some moments i had with some friends that are long gone. And the things they told me. "Paul, in this life you have so little time. It's even funny the things people do without even remembering how much time they have left... Time. taste it. Don't waste it."

     Seriously...life is to short to waste in some sort of things.

    So sorry if i look that i don't care about some stuff, like staying angry,  or selfish emotions...or to be happy when someone that we don't like is hurt. For me it's a waste of my precious time.  And sorry for not doing and being that person you picture in your head. I'm not here to live up to your expectations, nor you to mine.

      I'm real, with all my flaws and dreams. But i refuse to waste time. This life is so fragile, so short. The things we do and don't do defines us. And we have so little time for that. So while we have the time, let's use it for good, for useful things. Because believe me, life is to short to waste with some things...


    The funny part is that there are moments...those special moments...that if you can live them, really live those moments...it really wont matter how much time we got left....but this is another story.

cusco.

friends.

Know your Friends. And yes, there is a reason why i wrote Friends with "F" and not with a "f".

And do not be mad if someone let you down...in the end we are all just people. We decide who can get into our heart, if they hurt us, it's our fault. Kinda. So Know your Friends. And be careful who you let in. It is your...our responsibility.  Oh, but do not live in fear of getting hurt or don't even think on closing yourself creating big walls around you...so you think you are safe. It doesn't work that way, and believe me, it's better to take a chance and get hurt...than to never feel the warmth of a friendly hug.
In time those walls will become a prison.  If you wanna find good friends you have to risk your heart and prepare to get hurt =\  it's kinda like Loving another person...well...it's really almost the same principle...

Be careful but don't forget to live...and try really hard to know your Friends.


Right know i'm going to visit some old Friends, those special ones...that you feel they live inside your head...when you talk to them you are more honest to them than if you were talking to yourself.

Things.

heartbeat.